haha.. i think i was drunk..

hehe.. well.. i went to a relative's wedding event.. allow me to express my unhappiness over here.. (you cant say no anyway..hehe) for most of the people, if financial permits, they will normally held their wedding dinner either in a air-con resturant or in a hotel ballroom/function room la.. i thou the worst wedding dinner i went to was the one held in the community center where there is no air con or have to share the place with another wedding couple... no.. thats not the worst.. guess the worse is today one.. well.. it looks original to me.. it feels original to me.. to have your wedding dinner taken place in a pub.. a real pub... but then that is NOT THE IDEAL PLACE TO HAVE A WEDDING DINNER... 1/4 of the guests are elderly and children... and the place is damn small... in addition loud music was being played.. there was no waiters/waitresses.. have to go to the counter to order your own drinks.. then there is a pool table in the place somemore.. whats worse.. the bride took her time to arrive and did not even bother to say sorry... there is no considersation over here, there is no time sense over here too.. excuse me, bride and bride groom.. what do you expect the elderly, uncles, aunties and children to do in a PUB...

i was damn pissed off and i trying my best not to let my face show.. for those who know me, my close friends.. they know i am a direct person.. whether i am tired.. whether i am stressed.. whether i am pissed off or what.. it will show on my face.. thats me.. why should i hide my feelings.. I AM WHO I AM... I WILL BE WHO I WANT TO BE.. that is MYSELF... so i almost want to just stand up and head back home.. but keep thinking of my parents' position.. i don wanna make them awkward... so after 3 hours or waiting for the bride.. and the ceremony was over.. we headed for lunch... then after a while.. i wandered off ler.. why? THE PLACE IS DAMN SMALL.. and I HAVE TO KEEP EXCUSE THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE PLAYING POOL.. mind you.. i was one of the invited guest too... why don you excuse me... i wandered off to check out surrounding place.. whether is there any nearest MRT station.. but head back lar..

After reading the newspaper (bought it to kill time) in the lobby of the hotel where i do not need to be EXCUSE.. i went back inside... although its IN THE NOON.. i went to the bar counter and asked whether can i order any drinks like alcoholic drinks.. they say can.. so i ordered 3 Tequilla Pops... hehe... and just pop it and gulp all three down... oohhh lala.. haven feel high for a long time liao.. haha.. my head felt a bit heavy but i still what is going on around... well.. seems that i can manage.. i went to order another drink.. this time.. Shelly Temple.. its a mild one.. hehe... oki.. the kick is really in.. i just feel so tired.. so unfocus.. haha... when i reach home.. i just took a bath.. and go to sleep after that.. its a good one.. guess i need to be drunk in order to sleep well ba..

Pls spare me your time and read this...

Dear all,

There is an upcoming leisure fundraising trek for iGAP 05. Hope that you can join us. Fill in the application form and you can email to igaptrek@yahoo.com,pass to Eugene, Wei Pin or Huimin.

Regards,
Pin

One Step Forward Leisure Night Trek18 June 2005 Saturday

inter-Generational Affinity Project (i-GAP) is organizing a fundraising leisure night trek that will bring you to parts of Singapore you have probably not seen. Starting in the late evening, our trek will begin in Labrador Park and end at night in West Coast Park. Along the way we will pass historic monuments from World War Two, enjoy a breathtaking sunset in an invigorating walk along a jetty stretching into the sea, and take in a canopy walk above trees at night, among other highlights. The more adventurous among you may even want to trek through an optional challenging nature trail.

In beautiful natural settings, our trek will take in a variety of flora and possible sightings of rare birds.Whether to retrace history, find time for personal reflection in the still of the night, discover new photography spots, have a fun night out with family and friends, or simply to escape from the hustle and bustle of city life, you have every reason to register for this fantastic trek!

So what are you waiting for? Sign up now!


Date : 18 June 2005 (Saturday)
Time : 6pm
Meeting Place : Labrador Park Carpark A (Shuttle bus available from Harbour Front MRT station)
Duration : approx 5 hrs
Grading : Easy to Moderate
Fees : $5 only (all proceeds will go towards costs for painting and cleaning of one-room flats of the elderly living in Toa Payoh)
Group Size : 100 (we will set off in batches of 20)
Contact : Shane igaptrek@yahoo.com
Download the application form atwww.angelfire.com/folk/igap/trek.html

All email enquiries are welcome.Thank you for your interest!

i-GAP is a non-profit, non-governmental organization made up entirely of volunteers dedicated to addressing elderly issues in Singapore and bridging the gap between the youth and the elderly.

haha.. thats what happen when i damn tired...

this week i think its the most WORST week sia.. why lei? got 2 ICAs - Biz Finance and EFMA.. both are like Accounting.. i admit i have some background but its so long ago.. i kinda forget a lot of things ler.. hope Mrs Yu don scold me.. hehe... then this week received a lot of 'BAD' news also.. There are project for Business Finance, Business Law, Supply Chain, my elective - Family & Youth.. so many sia..

sigh.. this week didnt do a lot of exercise lei... i must work hard.. i must be consistent.. otherwise King Kong a.k.a Apple a.k.a Tua Bok Lee a.k.a Jinyong will say I NO GYM SPIRIT.. SORRY SIR, YES SIR, OHAIYO SIR, SAWADIRKAR SIR.. hehe... aiya.. busy ma..

die lar die lar.. yesterday went out for a heavy dinner which comprises of black pepper crab, steamed garoupa in teo chew style, stir fried kang kong, deep fried prawns with cereal, braised sea cucumber, and fried noodles with my family cos its my mom birthday.. then tomorrow its my relative ROM, so get to eat delicacies again.. ahhhh.. never exercise but eat so much... Ah Yong... i so sorry.. I WILL CHALLENGE YOU when opportunities arise de... lolx... are you reading this, ah yong? haha..

Next week Mon got a seminar sia.. its Supply Chain seminar.. some of us including me are approached to help out.. hehe.. so need to be there at 9am.. ahhh.. thou i can sleep one hour extra..

waaaa... i such a 'weak father'.. cos i always 'bully' by my sons - Heliyanto and Eldwin especially.. and when i am bully by others, my sons never help or defend me de.. they so 'mei yong'.. hehe

My Family Tree..

Hehe... other than my normal family tree, i also got another branch of family tree... Well, i have a lot of grandsons and granddaughters when i was in ITE Bishan... Too many that i don noe who should i put.. haha.. Now in poly, my tree root branches out again...

Current Family Tree

Eldest Son - Heliyanto (Liangsheng)
2nd Son - Eldwin Lee

These are my 2 new sons at the moment.. wonder who wants to be part of my family next.. lolx

Its Friday again.. hehe..

hmm.. i kind of having a very busy life sia.. or maybe not.. haha.. anyway... its kinda enjoying lei.. well.. we are having projects projects projects.. and it never seems to end... its like a wave, it just keep on coming... this is poly life.. haha.. i wonder how university life is...

well, thank goodness i have friends like Jinyong, Eldwin and Heliyanto... they are the gym men.. haha.. they went to gym often and sometimes play other sport games or maybe swimming.. hey.. Jinyong and Eldwin and Heliyanto.. thanks... in a way, i seem to be de-stressing myself also when i do workouts.. haha...

today is such a happening day for me lor... our tutor is so pissed off with us (almost the whole class) for not doing her tutorials and slam the books on her table... hello, is that an correct attitude a lecturer should possess? and please, shut up your trap and stop telling us when to buy the textbook? WE DO NOT PRINT MONEY... If other module lecturer/tutor can print out case studies from textbooks, and why cant you? ADMIT IT, you are not very efficient also... i writing it here cos i am also pissed off with her attitude.. NO.. ITS I CANT BE BOTHER.. i don care if any lecturer is watching my blog or not... anyway, she dismiss the class early to show her displease.. better still..

anyway, i am on the verge of sending emails to voice my dissatisfaction of some lecturers... i am only waiting for the right time... and i am extremely puzzled at some lecturers' attitude... u have been told before of your flaws.. but you still keep on doing it.. and u keep telling us... repeatly hello.. what are you trying to do? for your information, from the view as a consumer, lecturers are merely tools/instruments used by the owner of the school to provide services to their consumers... which is providing education to us.. the students... anybody want to challenge my statement on this?

back to happy stuff... after the lessons, we went for gym (me and Jinyong went first)... about 30 mins later or so, Benny and Eldwin came and joined us.. we worked for about 3 hours... i learned some new exercise from them.. hehe... after which they went to play basketball and i watched.. hehe.. who got the best advantage? Jinyong lar.. his height.. lolx... About 45 mins later, we went for a dip... the water is so cool... after such a hot day and workout... i realised that i more comfortable with free style sia.. so i will train more on that.. and my breathing technique too.. i wanna swim like them.. one whole length...

by the way... I HAVEN HAD A BITE SINCE MORNING ah.. haha.. so u can imagine how hungry i am .. Jinyong too.. he didnt had anything also.. except Benny and Eldwin who had something earlier... but i didnt really feel hungry until after a bath... damn.. i am so hungry.. haha...

by the way, sorry Jinyong.. i took photos of you without your permission.. lolx.. anyway you know what are the photos lar.. hehe.. why? i tell you more if you ask me.. lolx.. haha...

guess thats it... hmm.. should i really really really go and find a part time job??? its a pro and con sia.. its between studies and money.. sign.. see how the situation goes ba...

so close to NATURE...

its true man... although i stay on the eleventh floor... i will get visits (not once, not twice but often...) from insects and birds and moths and butterflies... Opposite my flat is a hill... maybe thats why.. once a while... bees lar, crickets, moths, and other kind of flying insects will come to our flat.. especially at night... and YES, i am looking at one praying mantis.. its the second time i saw it in our flat... Those flying insects will like hover around the lights.. maybe they like bright things.. and then sometimes butterflies and little birds will just fly around our pots of flower... and then.. i think could be due to seasons, i will see swallows gliding outside beautifully.. haha... its seems as thou these little pals like our place.. haha...

***yawn***

so tired sia... partly my fault lar... i was kind of hurrying my group members to do some projects.. but in the end, it didnt really turn out well as planned... since its partly my fault, i was trying my best to remedy as much as possible.... until 2am previous night... then woke up at 7.30am for the next day lessons... and just yesterday.. really tired lor.. even today also... i was like a bit slack.. lolx... then instead of going to the gym as i planned today... decided to cancel it and went for a soak in the pool... i was like in the pool for about 15 mins or so when Jinyong, Eldwin and Heliyanto came... They went to the gym initially and den came de... Heliyanto, 'my son', didnt really swim or what lar.. instead he came for a "sun"tan... under the shade - tanning.. lolx... and then WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA..... Jinyong and Eldwin had to make me feel so ashamed of myself... wa kaox.... haha.. don say too much... anyway.. its much better after a soak.... I didnt really swim cos i don noe how.. haha.. can swim a little only then had to stop to catch some air.. haha... otherwise i will be like a submarine.. down... down...down... haha... maybe hopefully Jinyong, Eldwin and Heliyanto saw my blog and decide to coach me how to breathe.... out of goodwill.. hehe... and now... i am typing this very slowly bcos i am very TIRED... so tired.. i guess i tired easily.. haha... have to admit.. i not young ler...

arggg.. i am so bored sia...lolx

hehe... now in sch.. looking at this stupid monitor staring back at me.... must be asking me what am i doing here... haha... we had three hours of break. 30 more mins before next lessons start... sitting beside me is Sammy... hmmm.. why you don wan to let me publish your blog into my blog.... nvm... oh yar... i had three FANSCLUB in my Friendster... Julian Hee Fan Club, Liliang Fan Club and the latest... Romeo Fan Club (romeo_fans_club@hotmail.com) ...join join oki... haha...

I never used to go to bed beyond 10pm de... unless once a while if there is something that need my immediate attention.. but now ever since i come to NYP... i also stay up until quite late till wee hours like 2 to 3 am the next day... why lei? projects lor.. need to do research lar.. need to compile lar etc etc.... Just now this morning, i only went to bed at 2am... then wake up at 7.30am to get ready to school... so tired... i need BEAUTY SLEEP... arrrggg.. lolx...

Ah Liang (Liliang aka Iliyas), hope you get your tickets and enjoy the cruise during this weekend... I am now doing this blog thingy... with Sammy... Nicholas and Terence are at first floor lab doing projects... Brandon, Taida and BIG KING KONG - Jin Yong now at Grassroots Club playing billard... Eldwin and Heliyanto doing projects also.... i wonder how are the rest doing... Haikal miss his lessons again... i guess he couldnt wake up in time... working the previous day...

OOOiiii.. i hate my phone... Its not functioning well sia... the keyboard seems to be dead.. doesnt respond to any buttons... its like having periods... haha.. sometimes good sometimes bad... nvm.. later i going to Causeway Point to get a new phone... since the phone is free.. hehe.. Its Samsung.. a.. forgot the brand ler.. hehe.. anyway its small.. i think got camera.. if really got camera lei.... haha.... you all will beginning to see a lot of me... but i am going to lodge a complaint against the staff at the Starhub outlet at Causeway Point... well.. i personally ask the girl, whether can i check is my contract still exist... she say she cant check... but when i call the service center.. they say she can check one... i am damn piss off sia... make me go home yesterday with my face black... because I CANT USE THE PHONE... arggg...

eating at Big'O, and going to chalet...

After the last lessons on Friday, i went to the Borders at Orchard... and yar.. i actually don noe where is Wheellocks PLace sia.. lolx... Got my friend Haikal to tell me... I went to meet my secondary friends (Daniel, Junhui, Weiming and his gf - Adeline) and the birthday boy Jinghui... They all still look the same lar... Daniel now is selling cars, Junhui is a jap chef, Weiming has his own business and Jinghui ma.. is a hair stylist in a jap salon... sign... i don like his hairstyle thou.. it looks so colourful like chendol and so messy... We had dinner one level above Borders - Big'O... hmmm.. the food there is yummy.. i ordered chicken meat wrapped with bacons... its so delicious... but as it gets colder, the taste becomes a little saltier... We had the meal set wan.. also ordered dessert.. I ordered Big'O cheesecake... they got ordered other type of cheesecakes.. we will like sampling everyone's cheesecake.. haha... but its so full after you eat the slice of cheesecake.. mine has a thick layer of chocolate on top.. so kinda taste the thick chocolate only... still its.. yummy...

well, after that they went to other places, while i make my way to Pasir Ris... gosh.. i so mountain tortoise sia.. i didnt know the difference between Pasir Ris Costa Sands and Pasir Ris Downtown East... i thou they are actually the same place... cos i am going to 2 places to celebrate 2 friends' birthday... Shaowei is at Downtown East and William is at Costa Sands.... Shaowei wants me to be there first cos he was on standby the next day... so just in case lar... i am there to look after the things... At Downtown East, i happened to met my ITE seniors.. Hudah and Zuraidah... they also went there to celebrate friend's birthday.. with their poly friends.... seems yesterday a lot of people was celebrating....

sign... cos i promised Shaowei and William first since last month, so i have to reject Meixuan's invitation to her house to celebrate her birthday... so sorry sia.. i have to keep to my promise.. Over here... let me say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MEIXUAN, SHAOWEI, WILLIAM and to my mother and all mothers in the world - HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY... 2 weeks later, got another 2 invitations... my ITE friends too... Liwei's birthday chalet and Ricky birthday.. He called me last night to invite me.. arggghh... so many babies this month..

Anyway.. i went to Shaowei 's chalet first and also helped him to start the barbeque fire... i beginning to become more pro in it.. hehe.. all the charcoal is red and white lei.. haha... after a while of barbeque-ing a lot of food and his friends are coming in.. i went to William there... his friends lar, family members and there was some uninvited guests... so mean, right? at the very least they could just make a phone call first ma.. imagining he has to run errands for everyone sia... anyway, helped him to bbq a bit lar.. then decided to head back to Shaowei there.. cos i was so bored at William place... i don noe his friends at all.. only one - Edwin.. mahjong friend.. hehe... then his friends was like busy smashing his face with cake lar, throwing him into the sea and drunking him... guess how bored i am... so went back lor... and Shaowei.. he already beginning to get drunk lor.. sabotage by his army friends and platoon commander... hopefully William and Shaowei can wake up in time to check out...

SPOT CHECK by POLICE sia.. haha.. i shared a cab with my friends ma.. since we all staying quite near... then the driver drove into a police spot check... the police officer halted our cab, looked at us and requested us to get off the cab.. he asked for our IC... haha.. its my first time being checked by police.. must buy 4D later.... hmmm.. guess thats all ba.. now going to watch the jap show... the bride who nevers get to go home... haha.. so funny sia...

first official entry...

i just woke up at 7.30am... cos i had a dream last night... and this dream is a warning.. a warning to me that i may be going thru STRESS again... cos when i have stress, i will dream about grinding my teeth.. i think yesterday dream is a big serious.. i dream that i grind my teeth until they all become bits and pieces and there was blood all over my mouth... in the past, was only grinding... and i didnt pay much attention... so guess i have to be careful...

what to do.. there are so many things to do... Marketing individual project, National Education essay, Marketing grouping project, ICT grouping project, and some here and there...

well, its been 2 weeks since new semester starts, i quite glad because of the class blog that i set up, i get to know many new friends' name which is the first step... lets see.... they are Jinyong, David, Shuhua, Terence, Taida, Eldwin, Heliyanto, Junsheng, Jiabi, Michelle, Yanling, Baz, Aiqing, Chuan Meng, Joee, Carmen, Joyce, Brandon, Felix, Junren, Romain, Evelyn.... who else did i miss.. quite good ler wor... hehe.. (self clappp)... and of course my ex-classmates who are in the same course as me, Haikal, Benny, Pebble and Nicholas... Know what, i have classmates from China, Indonesia and France...

guess thats all for the time being.. need to work on the essay... arrrggg.. wish me lucks...^_^