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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

2 things to say...

first.. i apologies to Terence Wong.. cos he sent Jay Chou - Piao Yi song to me so that i can upload to the blog... but i found a very nice song which is ahhhh.. so nice... enjoy it.. and secondly.. hmm.. i will also dedicated this song to Yatie... and the rest who are listening to this song right now.. and this is the lyrics... ( i copy from my fren - spike friendster)... hehe

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

1000 visitors... hehe


haha.. my blog has been visited by 1000 visitors ler.. so happy... hmmm.. i had a tired day today sia.. woke up at 8.30am.. then online for a while and do scanning for my pc.. then start to wash and clean fan component ( 4 sets hor..).. then rest a while.. and sweep and mop floor.. then online again.. hehe.. thats how i spend my day today.. lolx.. by the way.. i am currently watching Naruto, Bleach, Fruits Basket and Scrapped Princess...

Todays' News... sorry.. its Yesterdays' News

Jeffrey gave me all his Maple character's items, equipments, etc and cash.. i didnt threatened him hor.. just that he is not playing at Bootes ler.. hmm.. i added a new link to a site in my blog.. David Tao.. a very talented singer.. i wonder Lee Hom have or not.. cos these 2 guys are the most remarkable singers.. thats what i believed... i did something to the layout in my Friendster a/c on my own.. kinda.. waaa.. kawaii.. haha.. not kawaii lar.. but cool.. hehe.. guess thats all for today.. so tired.. yaaaawns.. nite nite

Friday, September 23, 2005

Life affirming wisdom seeker..

I received an sms from Starhub and so i did their survey as requested... and this is an analysis of me..

You understand that new does not always mean better and you see no reason to skip from one fad to the next. You value things that have stood the test of time, things that have proved themselves. You hate to kill time? that would be cruel, and after all, every moment is precious. You are fully aware that life is a one lap race. You like to enjoy every moment, getting lots out of life, because you put lots in.

You love to be right, and take great pains to avoid ever being wrong. You can be compulsively rational and some see you as a perfectionist. You tend to listen to your "inner critic", your inner set of standards that tends to be quite rigorous, and independent of what other people tell you. Hence, you are often very self-critical, and sometimes critical of others as you expect the same high standards of others that they have imposed on yourselves. Often your this energy is channeled into discipline, organization, a strong work ethic and a love of fairness, justice, and truth.

Famous people who share these traits include:Hillary Clinton, Alan Greenspan, Ralph Nader, Martha Stewart, Aristotle, Queen Elizabeth II, Tony Blair

Thursday, September 22, 2005

History about Mahjong.. hehe

Yesterday after a run, instead of sleeping, i went to my fren's house to play mahjong and surprisingly.. this is my first time to have NO WIN NO LOSE.. haha.. DRAW sia... yawns.. played until this morning 4am.. then went to Mac for a very early breakfast.. haha.. really early..

anyway.. i suddenly got a sudden urge to find out more about MAHJONG.. this super duper game.. and this is what i have found...


One of the myths (probably originates from the West) regarding the origin of Mahjong suggests that Confucius[1] (so its related to KONG FU ZI also.. hehe) the great Chinese philosopher had developed the game about 500 BC. The appearance of the game in various Chinese provinces coincides with Confucius' travels at the time he was teaching his new doctrines. The three dragon {Cardinal) tiles also agree with the three Cardinal virtues bequeathed by Confucius. Chung the Red, Fa the Green, Pang the White represent Benevolence, Sincerity, and Filial piety respectively. Confucius was said to be fond of birds, which would explain the name "Mahjong" (hemp bird).

Terms used in the play of the game Pong, Chee and Kong also give evidence to this theory. Confucius was of the Kong family his full name being Kong-Fu-Tze, he married a girl named Che and adopted the term Chee meaning 'to connect' which occidentals corrupted into Chow". (Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahjong) This site also teach you how to play lei.. haha..

taken on the train..

this is the group who went to celebrate Jeffrey & Cyril's birthday last Sat.. oh my god.. i look so YUCKS.. where is the photographer??
its wed again.. i went back to sch for my WUSHU training.. we didnt do a lot of practise but mainly do some new stuff like attack and defence.. hmm.. kinda interesting.. i hope i never get to use them.. haha.. after the training.. i went back home.. but not really home.. what i meant was.. i not sure that is my home or not anymore.. so instead of going back.. i went for a run around the neighbourhood.. and practise some more wushu.. i just don feel like going back.. sigh.. i seriously don noe how to describe the feeling i having now.. its like i having a streak of bad lucks and it has affected my realationship with my family members and i having wierd thoughs about this HOME..

Monday, September 19, 2005

its just getting better...

thanks to my advisor - Romeo... my blog is really getting better.. hmm.. maybe not the command of english.. but the layout etc.. now if you were to drag your mouse over some pictures.. clicking it may just bring you to another place.. haha.. but then again.. there is always another mountain higher.. meaning.. you know lar.. haha.. got some more expert blogger out there lor.. hehe..

i finally had my first bite of mooncake today.. yummy.. it is just so delicious with the lotus seeds and the salted yolk.. had 3/4 today... and no more no more for me.. haha.. cos its just so fattening...

huff huff.. just now practised a bit of MA BU, GONG BU, XIE BU.. i a bit panting liao.. haha.. tomorrow morning got to go for a run.. and practise wushu a bit... there are so many things for me to learn... and its just getting more and more interesting.. hehe..

handsome lei..

my advisor - Romeo had a portfolio recently.. allow me to show you one of his fav photos...

hmm.. now is over midnight ler.. so consider it is Monday morning ler lor.. hehe... well.. if i am still working.. i will be asleep by now.. but now.. i can stay up till as long as i like.. hehe... this year Mid Autumn don really have any special meaning to me lar.. my siblings went out with their date.. my dad went to grandparents' house.. i helped with the housework (a bit unreluctantly).. well.. its just like any other normal days.. orh yar.. i nearly wanted to tell off my dad today.. he just don seem to get it.. that sometimes enough is enough.. more than that will be disastrous.. sometimes i really don noe what is his mentality sia.. well.. if it really gets on my nerve.. i will just have to tell him off straight in the face again... disagreement is just one of the way to communicate.. hehe.. i forgot where i got this phrase from ler...

hmm.. around another one more month.. my new semester is going to start.. TEP.. wonder where will i be posted to.. speaking of which.. my WUSHU club is going to have a training camp in Oct.. i cant wait for it to start soon... cos i know this camp will be different from any other camps that i have attended.. i kinda against camping in sch thou.. don noe whether is it bcos i attended too many camps in sch.. kinda boring.. so i will cross my fingers.. hehe... and i cant wait for my pay to come in soon.. its been so long since i receive a pay.. haha...

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Mid Autumn Festival.. and Jeffrey's birthday..

yesterday was my last day of work... settled all my work and handled all the pending jobs to another collegue... and said goodbye to Yati, Yana, Telvin etc.. and Peiling.. don be angry lar.. one piece of tissue nia.. lolx... before i left.. i actually take a good look at the building.. kinda thinking.. wa.. spend one month here already.. time fly so fast sia... and Peiling (again).. thanks for helping me with the time sheet...

oh yar.. today.. according to the lunar calendar.. it is the Mid Autumn Festival.. when the moon is supposed to be the roundest and brightest...

and today is my fren birthday too.. Jeffrey.. happy birthday wor.. another year.. ahem.. older... hehe.. well.. after i left the workplace.. i made my way to Marina Bay and we had a steamboat + barbeque there lar... kinda celebrating my freedom.. haha.. no lar.. its not that the work is hard.. just that i sleeping hours got to adjust lor... haha.. hmm.. i think i need more bbq food.. i think i didnt had enough... haha.. nvm.. i got a class bbq coming up.. yipee.. then got 2 fren's bbq coming up... wa.. eat eat eat.. how to slim down sia.. haha

Thursday, September 15, 2005

good news.. bad news...

good news is... i passed all my papers.... althought there is no A this time... at least i am very happy that i got B for Marketing and D for Family & Youth.. indeed i am surprise.. haha... well i mentioned these 2 is bcos.. i am quite weak in Marketing concepts and the credit for Family & Youth is the lowest.. bad news is... the company that i am currently working has decided to terminate my service by this sat... afterall.. expected.. i am a temp staff.. so got to look for another job again lor... lolx..

just for your info.. and all thanks to my 'hawk' eyes.. i found DANIEL WU's site.. yipee.. got an avenue to talk to him ler...

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

about the singer... and my phone...



the song you are hearing now is sang by this talented young taiwanese man called Wang Li Hong aka Lee Hom..

anyway.. nothing much happen today... i heard our exam results will be released soon.. i seriously crossing my fingers.. hoping all passes...

tomorrow its wed.. and i will be back in school attending my WUSHU CCA again.. hehe.. i always looking forward for Wed.. bcos of WUSHU... by the way.. for those who smsed me, please pardon me as i am unable to make outgoing calls or send out sms as my services has been block.. due to the fact that i have delay my phone bills for quite some time.. all i need is just a few more days... and i can pay all liao ma.. sigh.. why cant they wait.. sigh x1000... and i already making plans on how to spend my money way before i got the real cash.. diaoz.. i wonder how is my friend - Lance doing in Shanghai.. he is one of the fortunate students to be attached to overseas..

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Mother Nature can be so frightening sometimes...


we are just simply at the mercy of Mother Nature... no matter how equipped we are.. how advanced our technology are.. Mother Nature sure has her way to deal with us.. is this her way of protest to tell us to stop polluting the environment.. the earth.. after all.. we do have one earth only... earhquake... tsunami.. typhoon... drought...

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Colours Of Life 2003...


another 3 more days.. and it will be the 2nd anniversary of Colours Of Life 2003.....

about my sign... hehe..


People born in the Year of Ram seem to be, at first glance, better off than those born in the zodiac's other years. But ram year people are often shy, pessimistic, and puzzled about life. Sometimes clumsy in speech, they are always passionate about what they do and what they believe in. The sign suggests creative, artistic, passionate, elegant, warmhearted, honest, charming but pessimistic, timid, disorganized and vulnerable. Too much dependent on material comforts, they are quick to complain and do not respond well to pressure, but will find their own natural solution to a problem when given space.

Friday, September 09, 2005

i am waiting...

i waiting for someone to confess.. confess what lei.. some one.. without asking permission has eaten my cup noodles.. excuse me.. the very least you can do is to write a note there or tell me the next morning.. but no.. u didnt.. in case u r wondering.. yes.. i am suspecting someone.. i still trying to give her the benefit of doubt.. but pls.. don test my patience... its limited.. the longer u drag.. the worse my tone and attitude will be towards you.. try and see lor..

by the way.. the news headlines still stay in my head... the superpower has become superpowerless.... and can be vice versa... hmm...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

sigh ah.. haha

guess what.. now is the 3rd week of my job.. and we got nothing to do liao.. again.. haha.. well.. actually.. first week and second week.. we were sort of undergoing some training lar.. how to type.. how to see etc etc lor.. then also got some hands on job.. for the first few days was so so so so boring.. cos we are quite lost.. don noe do what ma.. so we were always cluster in a corner as we don noe where to sit also... so now.. we got tables liao.. but nothing to do again... cos we finish the job in 4 days.. haha.. that is fast.. i think... anyway.. there is nothing much to do.. except waiting for the new instructions the next day where we will receive new duties lor.. just now.. my collegue - Yati whinned to me saying Nurul don talk to her... why lei.. why Nurul.. you don talk to her lei.. haha.. i just wasting my time here.. if not.. i be very bored.. haha.. so now waiting to be knock off lor.. haha...

>>Romeo.. any more new shows coming up beside Tong Xin Yuan Part II.. hehe.. i mean with you inside de... i thinking of going to KBOX.. sing myself LOUD.. just before school starts.. to be precise.. before the TEP starts.. lolx..

Monday, September 05, 2005

just wan to vent my frastration here...

this morning when i travelled to work... at Jurong East MRT Interchange.. OMG.. it was so packed.. as usual.. all going to work or school early in the morning.. then at that station.. 2 eighty plus year old grannies came onboard.. one of them managed to get a seat.. and the "GOOD" man seating beside her saw that the other granny is still standing.. she was holding on to the bar.. and remember.. it is pack.. and that man can still look around and pretend nothing ever happen.. if not.. for the people all packed in front of me.. i will just 'indirectly' praise the granny for being so strong.. to be able to stand... unlike some people now a days.. must sit down... and oh please.. none of the 'educated' people standing in front of me even bother to help her get a seat... not even one make a sound.. what in the world is happening.. what have we become.. are we so busy pursuing our career, our dream that we forget to care.. or do we only care when there is 'BIG' disaster.. and turn a blind eye to those small things... it doesnt cost to care..

Sunday, September 04, 2005

hi.. new friends...

at my new place which is Starhub.. other than Evelyn and Candice.. i get to know Yanling.. another temp staff.. all the four of us entered the company at the same time... then i also get to know Siti Yati (very happy girl).. Siti Yana (like to add a 'ma' at the end of her conversation) .. Nurul (always bully by the other 2)... the 3 super noisy malay young girls... hehe... oki lar.. not so super noisy lar.. then also get to know Alice.. a permanent staff.. a very friendly girl.. she and another perm staff - Peter approached me for lunch that day.. cos i was working alone thus no lunch date.. haha.. and we went to Holland Drive... cos got free bus to fetch us there ma... then during the course of work cum training.. also get to know Peilin, Danny and her friends.. they are temp staff too.. also from the same company... tomorrow will be the third week of work ler.. and i will be working OT.. hope i can earn a lot of money sia.. hehe.. not that i money minded.. but these money.. i need them sia... bills.. and entertainment before new semester starts.. hehe.

and arrrrrgg.. i sinned.. sinned... i supposed to watch my weight.. but my mother bought so much food... got rojak - chinese style, satay and kuey chay for our dinner.. and i ate a lot sia.. very full.. argg.. i need to watch my weight and trim down.. i promise somebody.. and i must fulfil that promise.. hehe.. don ask.. i will not tell.. that person knows and i knows.. can liao.. lolx

Thursday, September 01, 2005

hmm.. er..

don noe what to blog.. except to tell you that i have uploaded a new song.. by Cai Chun Jia - Meng Zai Shou Li.. and gosh.. when will my semester exam results be released.. my neck has grow long from waiting.. lolx.. all i want is to pass.. just to pass.. nothing more.. hehe... waaa... as i typing this.. i am watching the Channel U - Jue Du Superstar also... and Weilian make it to be the TOP superstar.. congra... May his path be forever bright and promising... and speaking of path.. what will my path be.. what will my future hold... do i just leave it to fate to decide or do i create my own future.. what about you.. what is ur path... what is ur future... have you decide.. to stay or to go forward... sweet dreams.. nite nite...